Why people expect me to be patient - I have no idea... it's not in my nature. I'm not the sit quietly and wait type. If I were I wouldn't have accomplished so much.
I hate it. HATE it.
I truly dislike the lack of communication I'm currently experiencing. Questions from at least two weeks ago unanswered. Chasing people and getting half answers or no answer at all, no matter how nicely worded, is fucking me off.
Makes me antsy.
Makes Mac start talking again.
Just recently I've been doubting his motives... but not today. I think he's right. I think I should be looking around, putting some lines out and see what bites. I have nothing to lose. And they're particularly dangerous words.
Ones eggs should not be all in the same basket.
Who knows, it might be kinda nice leaving the house without a sidearm and a badge, and being a normal regular human being. I can hear you laughing... I can't imagine me doing that either. But maybe I'd like to give it a try.
It's very much a maybe thing at the moment.
And yes, this is all because a case has hit a wall and I HATE waiting.
Or maybe it isn't... perhaps it's time to take up a few of these offers. I do know it's not going to be a transfer to SWAT - talk about hurry up and wait. :)